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It is 2.35 a.m now. I’m sitting here curling up wondering again…
Sometimes I really agree with what people say about me “I wonder too much”.
Oh well that’s not wrong right? Things that are unjustified will definitely leads one to think and wonder about it.

So this is how it feels like how unusual… I was totally in confused and blur. I started asking questions to myself countless times.. ‘what is this?’ ‘what was it?’ ‘what I’m doing?’ ‘why am I doing this?’ Oh well I did ask for few times but it always ended up like not asking. There’s still no answer till now… Did I just put up a show or did I just doing it for the sake of doing it? I didn’t gave myself a justified answer.

I still remember how was it. How I felt. I’ve done something like that once.. but it was totally a fault. Totally wrong and Yea.. I faked it. I cheated. In the end, things ended up in a horrible way than I have ever thought. But this time.. the other way it seems to be.. for the first few moment I was feeling awkward and asking myself the questions above. But after that, I began to like it.. I’ve got the courage for it.
The whole plot seems to go on well.

Maybe that doesn’t mean anything.