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 I <3 that pic of me.. it shows that I’m so free! I wonder where’s all the innocent times.
*taken by NIKON SLR by my daddy in Hawpar Villa*

I know really well that people I’m close with, don’t really care or read my things here. I still have this instinct that you will stumble upon here once in a while. So, I’ll tell you.. what I think about you.. your acts and everything. I’ll better to write it here than talking all this shit-loads to you. 

You certainly know what you told me yesterday, it makes me hated you for sure. Yeah I’m not going to spill it here. But let me tell you.. that ain’t the best thing ever happened in my life okay? But I guess I’m not going overboard like sobbing, crying, upsetting and faint because its not worth it anymore. I accept what people think and how people think.

Frankly, to tell you.. I realize its good to be like that. like that WAY. Your WAY.

Yeah I’m your friend now, but you hate me right? for being mean.. oh yea you are mean to me as well. No i shall say HARSH. There’s no easy way to reconsole and catch up after all the things that happened. So? we choose to stay away from it. GREAT! Yeah friend, right now I’m certainly not your best cup of tea or NEVER was and also apperently not the best people who cares about you.

But I guess you need to have some conscience about the past. Reminiscences.

Don’t always think you are right because I don’t think so.

Yea I guess you all will say I’m sensitive overboard on something or whatever. Perhaps I am. That’s your assumption. I have no comments or remarks on that. I’m being true here maybe it bothers you but we’re just plain old friends now. Maybe you are thinking about something like I’m taking your dignity away. and with that GANTUNG NAMA phrase someone said to me I think its relevant. Something is just so god damn wrong about you. Yes, people like you will say, “Hey take everything easy”. Maybe I’m kinda lame on it and tend to care too much.. bad habits just don’t die. Do they?

I just shouldn’t bother. Just to tell you what I think, hiding and choosing to cover it up and being fake ain’t easy. Yeah you can hide and conceal all the feelings you have. So what?
WHATEVER! From this moment onwards I will not care about it anymore. You’ve got this kinda mindset? So let it be.

I’ve got mine too.Its okay Abby its OKAY.