Never Meant to be Mend.
September 17th, 2008
People said a broken glass can never be mend. That is very true. The one who brokes the glass deserves what he/she get in the end.
Maybe it was never meant to be mend. I wanted to, but I did in a wrong way. What I thought is wrong. Its the other way round. Not the way it suppose to be. It is very difficult to accept the truth because the one who does the fault will forever be known as wrong.
Wrong is wrong. No matter what you said. What you do. What you trying to make things don’t go the way the other round. It is never important for someone anymore. Never.
Although never.. I hope someday all of you will understand and really hope things could go back to the square one. Nobody knows maybe 1 year? 5 years? or even 10 years when you all forgets me. But I guess I won’t forget tonight. I won’t…I will never..
I really apologize. But I guess its really too late. It will never mend a broken wound.
I judge. I guess. which I don’t have the rights to. I gave excuses. Worst, I lied.. I did everything that I wasn’t suppose to. I spoiled my own things.
Maybe I was never the Abby you all used to know or even a bitch that now spoils people’s relationship and friendship…and I was never the person you all thought I was.. I don’t have to say more..
I hope one day when we saw each other.. we can say hi! sit down and discuss about it. I hope the day will come someday.
Take care you all outthere.
September 21st, 2008 at 4:53 pm
i know what you’re trying to say n do, the moment now i looking at u is just like looking the previous me, not about right or wrong, but “digging cow horn sharp”, the real lesson is not about judging what is right or wrong, the real lesson is not about gaining trust or supports, the real lesson is how to free the “xxxx” from your heart, some people may just say” leave it lar, i forget it, dont wanna care”….but after 10 years, the question marks still there….this arent the real lesson to be reach to u.
the real lesson is after now, 10 years, 20 years or watever , there are no more exclamation marks or question marks !/? in the heart…..there is only a full stop in the heart.
im glad i drawn a fullstop here.