Issue on….

Now when I come to think about these issues, it really makes me laugh out loud. When you ask me to do things, I didn’t even say a word and do it immediately for you. You ask me to help you on an email, I gladly help because I respect you so much and you are old. Yeah you don’t have an email address and etc so why not I help you and update you on the replies.

I totally have no issue when you talk to me nicely and you seems to appreciate it so much, I would gladly help you without a word. *At least you look like you appreciate it when people help you* So yeah. Did I commit a huge crime at your house? I didn’t. It wasn’t my fault. All the while there isn’t any issue going on. Until today. You scolded me, I didn’t say a THING. I went off. But to my horror some shit happened in the house. So to seek refuge, I called for help. Now that this shit has happened, you didn’t even say anything to me! You went and scold the whole household! Even people on the phone can hear whats going on.

So what do you wanna say? I know you are old and rich, but that doesn’t mean you are the most powerful people. I don’t wanna say this, but you are just a lazy old fuck fox that does nothing at home. Can’t you get your ass to help out at places that you are needed? Oh yeah I remember you don’t because I just mentioned you are fucking lazy fox ass!

For the first time ever I feel so disrespectful.  Have you thought of how I help you when you asked? Did I trouble you much? NO. Because you didn’t fucking move when I ask for a request. Other people did.

Another one! Your another half! Why care to blabber so much when you are as lazy as the old fucking fox. C’mon! We are not your servants. Its a courtesy to treat old people like you. Think right and wise old one! I’m not your anyone!
I was late to work, but I still send you there when you requested. Have you thought of that? So there’s this saturday afternoon, I feel so tired and sleepy. I took an afternoon nap. She requested me to drop her at the same place. But heck, I’m already sleeping. So I told her I’m tired and sleeping. She was like, Don’t try to lie. I heard that you are still awake. You just didn’t wanna send me. RIGHT? WTF? Why are you telling me all these? I’m really tired okay. I work from 9-6. Mon – Fri. Unlike you. Sitting at home or hanging out 24/7 on 365 days! Gimme a break! When you are hungry, we fetch you out for food. When you wanna go somewhere we gladly send you there when we can do it. Hello! Even your fucking old fox don’t do it! He rather sit at home and let you starve to death or walk out to eat! For God sake! USE YOUR BRAINS!

Now tell me why should I help you guys anymore? For once and all, I was not born to be tortured by you.

Even my family members doesn’t talk /order to me in such a way.

Changes.

Primary, Secondary, College/Uni, Working. Whats next? Masters? Getting Married? Have Children? Retired? DIE?

Are you working? Do you like your job? You get what I mean? That’s right. Feeling content and happy about your life.  What’s your life about? What’s the changes? Are you happy with it? I don’t feel content now. I do not like my current job. I’m being thrown into an empty freezer.

Frankly speaking I tend to keep alot of things to myself now. Unlike last time I used to share everything on my blog, telling people how I feel, how I see things, What I did and all to strangers or passerby’s at my blog. Now only the close people know all my bits and pieces.

I no longer feel comfortable publishing or parading myself in front of everyone. I keep it to myself on the small details of my life except some bitching on twitter and fb. Where the people I only know, knew it.

Oh yeah, another bright side I loveeee shopping now. Its the best rewarding thing everrrr! Its a THERAPY for me! I used to hate shopping because of my small size, running low on cash! But nowwww that I’ve put on some weight! I love to buy everything I like and love, anything from shops, high street brands, branded goods and even brandless one from Online! YUHOOO! LOVEEE!

I’m so random, I know!

kthxbai! :D

Mistakes.

“Nobody is perfect. Everyone make mistakes”.

Scenario 1:
It seems like we’ve grown up with that. Sometimes when you thought that you’re happy with the decisions you made, you actually realized that you made a mistake. Isn’t that a joke? Now you’re full of regret and full of shit! Then, tell yourself
“Do not brood over your past mistakes and failures as this will only fill your mind with grief, regret and depression. Do not repeat them in the future.”

“Life is like a canvas, It begins blank, and everyday is like another brush stroke. Make yourself a masterpiece”.

What a meaningful quote. If you practice it. Well, well done to you. If you don’t, you should start practicing that quote in your life. Don’t regret and live with what you did because that makes you what you are in the end of the day.

Scenario 2:
Now what about this? Knowing your mistakes but making the mistake over and over again. They can’t seem to think through it. Where is your principle of life? Your promises that you made within yourself? RUBBISH. All gone to the TRASH! Remember that you are not only hurting yourself. But other people. Seriously, think twice before you take any action is a useful phrase.

Revived.

Dear all,

My blog was hacked and hijacked by some hackers few weeks ago. Maybe this was due to the password I set? This is the 3rd time I got hacked. First one was my email around 7-8 years ago? Then my blog in xanga when I was in college. Then now. My very own domain that is not so active got hacked.

Wisely, change your password every 2-3 months and make sure you backup all your database and info frequently. I didn’t backup mine. Thus, all gone.

I’m gonna start afresh now! Toodles!

xoxo
AbbyC.